Image: The Milky Way by Ale Raflo
Niall Feiritear
A Dubliner has for the first time described in great detail how his 'consciousness left his body' during a mind altering Near Death Experience (NDE).
Garrick Stark, who is originally from Scotland, has never spoken publicly about his experience before. He detailed to Side Stream News the once in a lifetime incident and its possible profound implications for humanity.
As people begin to understand the presence of the Fibbonachi sequence in nature, UAP, quantum physics and the double slit experiment (which shows that the observation of light particles can impact their behaviour), it is clear that society is moving towards a new understanding of our reality.
"I know that there is another state of being," Garrick said.
The story unfolded back in 1987 when Garrick was 15 years of age, having a kick around with some friends.
"It was a beautiful Summer's day, I was about 15, in secondary school. Playing football with my mates, I was just running and the next thing, a guy taps my trailing leg and I fell over," he began.
As a result, Garrick suffered a terrible dislocation of his knee and the accident spiralled out of control.
"When I tried to get up I couldn't, my leg was bent at a right angle. My friends called emergency services but there was a problem with the ambulance's arrival. It got stuck at the gate.
"It took an hour and a half to arrive in the midday sun. I had my head in a sports bag, lying in a puddle of sweat. I was in agony and exhausted.
"My parents arrived as the medics cut my tracksuit bottoms to put an inflatable cast around my leg, to help guide it back into position. It was agony!
"I remember the bones grinding as I screamed, so they gave me laughing gas to ease the pain. The medic told me to take three breaths with the mask on and everything went black," said Garrick.
It was at this point, the then Scottish youngster experienced something that many people have described in similar circumstances.
Image of a simulated traversable wormhole by Corvin Zahn (Gallery of Space Time Travel)
"Moments later I am looking down from above at the scene below. Everything else around me is black, this vast darkness. In the blackness is this circular window, like a fish-eye lens.
"And as I look through this window, I am watching what is happening below. Where I am feels hyper-real and what I am watching unfold is like an illusion, like on TV.
"I can see the roof of the ambulance and I remember noticing there was a large number on the roof. I remember thinking it was odd; 'why does it have a number on the roof where no-one can see it?'
"I found out since then it is for helicopters to track ambulances from the sky. That was a bizarre detail to notice. Then I saw my friends standing around and my Mum and Dad over to the side.
"I could see two medics working on my leg and the last thing I see is my body. But it's not me. I was 'me' and my body was something else, like a machine or a meat body.
"If that makes sense? And then you vaguely recognise it. I remember being amused that that was the body I was in. It was surreal.
"I also remember a glowing, silver chord or thread kind of billowing in the wind, just sort of floating. It was attached to my body all the way up to me, where I was now in the sky.
"But I didn't have any form, I was just my consciousness....simply awareness. And an overwhelming feeling of complete and utter bliss. No pain, only calmness. It is so limiting to even try and put it into words.
"Unconditional love! In all that darkness, infinite darkness, there was just this portal and this one moment in time and space. But then I became aware of an omni-presence behind me."
Garrick recounted that he then flipped around and saw the classic light at the end of the tunnel.
"The light was blindingly bright, radiant with what appeared to be tendrils coming out of it. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced.
"I was aware of the fact that I was being drawn towards the light. It was like going back 'Home.' Even to this day, I always think about it like I was going back home.
"Not a day that goes by that I don't imagine being back there, that I don't wish I was returning back to Source. That was the name I remember knowing the light by.
"It wasn't God or heaven or anything like that, it was Source.
"As I was ascending through the tunnel, I became aware of all these other souls around me, all heading back to the light like moths to a flame.
"There was an overwhelming feeling of 'how could we ever forgotten this place where we all come from?'
"In that moment, you remember everything, like ; 'why do we have this amnesia?' Do you know what I mean? There just seems hyper real, where this life feels like a dream!
"And the fear is an illusion, that realisation is surreal.
"So I got halfway up this tunnel going home to Source, when I abruptly got taken off to the side."
Garrick felt his consciousness move down a dark corridor and to the left hand side of him was what appeared to be a holographic film-reel.
"It went on for infinity, and was in motion fast forwarding, all my past passing me by but then slowing down around this moment of my lifetime. I could see all these moments in my life in three dimensional holograms. Each moment had depth, and emotion," he said.
"I could remember these moments in my life and I could see these moments ahead of me that hadn't happened yet. To this day, I almost remember the life I was meant to live. But these moments were being cut out of my life path, just like in an editing suite.
"This went on for I don't know how long and then eventually I ended up at the end of the corridor, entering into a dark circular room with a domed roof, and a slightly concave floor.
"These 'cube' moments that were edited out of my life now were now tiling the domed roof, and in the centre of the room, the floor organically rose up into what appeared to be a podium.
"Above the podium was a larger one of these holographic cubes, like a presentation of this specific moment from my life.
"It was like a life review, but from this moment forward I cannot remember any of the details of what was discussed in relation to all these moments of my life.
"And so...in this kind of life review, it makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I have since learned, that these moments are most likely key life lessons, like learning outcomes in an exam.
"Through those experiences, we are supposed to become enlightened or wiser, become more self aware. "Or not! I feel this is what determines if we get out of this life-path what we were meant to, or maybe we need to come back and reincarnate in another life to re-learn our lessons.
"And maybe evaluate it and do more, or more intense, and have a harder, or easier life.
"And I remember a figure standing next to the podium."
Garrick gave a detailed description of "a humanoid entity, translucent with what looked like a flame inside. A blue / purple / orange light that would change colour as they communicated with me. It was as if the flames were like their nervous system, similar to what we observe with bioluminescent sea-life.
"Their heart was the brightest area of their body. They had no mouth, only two eyes, and their body an etheric humanoid form. I remember feeling like I knew this being.
"Together, we discussed these moments in my life, each 'cube' came down from the roof and we debated at length each life lesson. I could feel the presence of other beings around me but can't clearly recall seeing them, but I was aware they were observing.
"Something bright happened then which I cant remember, like a bright white wall. But I don't have any clear memory or details beyond this point. It seemed like wherever I went, I was there for a long time. The next thing I knew, I was back in the circular domed room and was aware it was time to leave. It was time to 'decide.'
Wormhole travel as envisioned by Les Bossinas for NASA, c. 1998
"I went back down the corridor, I remember feeling 'I want to return home to Source', but then a voice said: "It's not your time, you have much to do."
"And at that exact moment, I heard my mother saying : "why is he not breathing?" Her voice was upset and she was really worried."
Garrick said he then knew he had to "return to this reality and fell back down the tunnel" to earth and into his physical body.
"In that instance, as my awareness came back, my body switched 'online'. All my nerves started firing up and I could feel my body again. I was on my side, the medic asked if I was 'okay? Can you breathe?'
"My mother later said I hadn't breathed for 2-3 minutes, I had been chocking on my tongue but nobody noticed as they were busy re-setting my dislocated knee.
"I knew in my heart I would have chosen not to come had it not been for my mother's love and her concern for my wellbeing.
"I looked down at my hand, and I was coming back into my body and I saw my 'light-body' going into my hand but I remember it wouldn't fit as it was tight, so I had to pull it out again and push it back in, like putting on a small glove. It was only then I could move my hand again. It was surreal being back...
"Next thing I knew I was in the ambulance and then I vaguely remember being in the cast. I never told anyone this story for years.
"Whatever happened on that momentous day - whether it was an out of body experience or an altered state of consciousness- it profoundly re-framed everything in my life. For years, I didn't know what to make of it all, but one of the many gifts it blessed me with: I no longer have any fear of dying. You cannot destroy our life-force, our soul, rather I believe we just transform and alter states, entering into parallel dimension and another way of being.
"It is hard to relate to people with a fear of death because to me, it is all back to front. The challenge is being here alive, incarnated on Earth. This is the test where the lessons are learned through our experiences.
"My life went in another direction that Summer's Day, that led me here. I had to leave behind my old life to change course, changing my direction entirely. Quite literally a new life-contract. And since then, I have had so many magical experiences, always seeing the wonder and awe.
"There is not a day that goes by that I don't wish I was back there, back Home. Every single day. But I chose to be here, my revised life contract that I agreed so I could contribute in some small way to the greater good.
"In this life, we are all just playing our part. The mantra I live life by is: 'Who are you going to be when you die?' Think of your life like a project, what's your end goal? Life will happen regardless, but if you can design your life with intention, meaning and purpose then everyday -little by little- you will be realising your potential of all that you could become when it comes time to return Home.
"In the end, all that matters is how we have lived, and the difference we made in our limited time here. So ultimately the question we must all answer: Who will you become?'
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